我是胡瓜宝

大都市里我孤身一人 
象被扔出去的罐头
一直以來彼此互相了解 
如果真有爱 
就与我一起从这个世界消失吧 

直到这个世界的终结 
我也不会与你不分离 
无数个夜晚 
我一直这样祈盼 
过去的一切为何总在我眼前闪耀 
我却无法再回到从前 
变幻无常的思绪 
让憔悴的心再次破碎
在这个悲惨的晚上 

人们常常为了寻找答案 
而失去了最宝贵的东西 
在这充满欲望的街道 
连夜空的群星都对我们不屑一顾 

在世界终结前 
告诉我 
盛开的花儿将要遭受的灾难 
大家都在祈盼 
却不相信永远 
但是一定可以在梦中找到明天 

直到世界的终结
我们也不分离 
无数个夜晚 
我一直这样祈盼 
过去的一切为何总在我眼前闪耀 
我却无法再回到从前 
变幻无常的思绪 
让憔悴的心再次破碎
在这个悲慘的晚上
你会永远记在心里.
为何在这世界终结之前,
还不相信真爱会永远.
我却依然坚信,
如果还存在一个明天,
一定是这个夜晚
在我梦里出现.

直到这个世界的尽头,
我也不愿意和你分开.
无数个不眠的夜晚,
我一直这样的企盼.
为何你的身影如此弥漫
在我脑海婉转不散,
我却无法回忆,
曾今承诺永远在一起
让心再次地破碎,
在这样凄惨的夜里.

直到这个世界的尽头,
我也不愿意和你分开.

dReA重组只有一次机会

Some days I sit starin' out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes I think there's nothin' to live for
I almost break down and cry
Sometimes I think I'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy
Why am I here, am I just wastin' my time?
When shall  I see my baby
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me

Sometimes it feels like the world's almost over

Unless she comes back to me
I act like shit don't phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive
I wait to see my baby
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder that gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And I think my neck is breakin' should I just give up
Or try to live up to these expectations? now look,
I love my baobao more than life in itself,
But she is the one who's determined to make my life livin' hell
But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that I've wasted are nothin' to the tears that I've tasted
And there's no more reason to cry no more
So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya
My baobao's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
It's like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted

 

 

Notebook tells nothing but a joke 

 

 

Till you did it, you gonna find I'm always with you                      

  After going to the university i just find i can't do anything,and this conception is killing me,everyday i told my self to be strong enough to face every damn thing i have to face,but there's no chance of that

  On my msn at 2oclock i would find zhouxin,i try to talk with him but he just say "i speak chinese more than english in here" i pick up my cell phone ,write several words to my dearest baobao and i didn't send it

  "I would think after being by my side for 20 years,you would have at gained at least a rudimentary understanding of how things work."that's my mum's favorate saying,and i don't guess i gonna forget about it 

  Every second i just care or worry about something. what was that?money?career?family?marrage? NO,i know what was  only i konw,and it's just like a cancer grow.pray the one come to me help me banish it

  It's 3oclock now and i feel kunsimengdong,the heart beat irrythmically telling me it's time to bed,and i can't deny is one day gonna pass like that.Am i right? may "yes" be too sure of that?But the answer is it